In the College of Fine Arts at UT Austin, the School of Design and Creative Technologies (SDCT) sponsored Lauren Lee McCarthy, one of several artists in the Creatives on Campus series. McCarthy performed solo, her thought-provoking show Surrogate as part of Fusebox, an international alternative performing arts festival,

Founded in 2005 by a group of artists, Fusebox Festival is now in its 17th year.

Renowned and up-and-coming artists worldwide perform for less than a week in Austin. Held at sites and venues across the city: intimate galleries, theaters, and clubs, to large-scale projects springing to life in parks, under bridges, and across entire neighborhoods.

Held at the Museum of Human Achievement, Surrogate explored the psychology of living in a world of surveillance, high-tech algorithms, human connection, and the meaning of birthing another human being.

The show began with a screen of questions spoken aloud, questions the artist asked herself. At the bottom of the screen were checkboxes, like in a survey, actual, false, very good, bad, etc., and a voice spoke the repetitive line so you could faintly detect it.

Another woman onstage was creating a flower arrangement and cutting branches as Lauren pressed the keys of her keyboard.

Once the woman was finished, the fascinating and spooky real-life experiment began with Lauren offering her body, mind, and, who knows, perhaps her soul to random strangers she met online to be part of her “art.” Lauren explained,

The Surrogate project began with a 40-week performance where I’d serve as a gestational surrogate for a parent with an app to monitor and control me 24/7. The parent would have complete control over the body in utero.

At some point during the video footage, Lauren asked the audience for questions, of which there were many, but only a few brave souls raised their hands to ask in public. Here’s a sampling:

  • Are you a sado-machicist?
  • Did you allow these strangers to control you every day?
  • Why did you try to get pregnant as a surrogate?
  • Did you get pregnant, or was this just a show?
  • What did your partner think of this?

 

As the artist and audience become immersed in the surrogate pregnancy, we discover that Lauren did not carry a baby at all. She learned what it would feel like to be a surrogate.

“And how did it feel?”

“I wasn’t sure if I wanted to birth a baby, and this art piece allowed me to explore my ambivalence about it and my ambiguous feelings about motherhood, surrogate birthing, and natural childbirth.”

The artist allowed our desire to perform this remote-control surrogacy as far as possible through an intense process of working with doctors, psychologists, fertility specialists, surrogates, doulas, midwives, and geneticists. It involved designing the Surrogate app, searching sperm donor databases, completing psychological evaluations and health exams, freezing embryos, talking with family, and ongoing correspondence with each other.

“Upon reaching the difficult moment where the medical-industrial complex shut down the surrogacy, I expanded the work into a series of short films, performances, and installations that tell the story of what happened.”

The medical establishment, in its hypocrisy, instills a rigorous testing procedure to determine whether a surrogate is “fit” to become one. Yet, the same applications to mothers who give birth naturally or via IVF are not adhered to. This dilemma poses many questions about the institutions that control women’s bodies. Does it also question the basic concept of who is fit to be a mother?

Lauren adds, “This deeply personal work offers my body as a physical, emotional, and conceptual surrogate for understanding reproduction and technology’s role. Becoming a remote control surrogate serves as a metaphor for the control we may soon hold through genetic engineering processes, as well as the direct infringement on our bodily autonomy enacted by the legislation of reproductive rights worldwide.”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

By Elise Krentzel

Elise Krentzel is an author, bestselling memoirist, narrative nonfiction writer, ghostwriter, and narrative IP architect whose work explores the intersection of place, identity, culture, history, and lived experience. She is the author of Rogue Entrepreneur: Building a Life the World Didn’t Have a Name For and Under My Skin: Drama, Trauma & Rock ’n’ Roll, a bestselling memoir. Her forthcoming Hydra: The Human Atlas launches a new body of work examining how place shapes who we are, what we remember, and how we transform. A former Tokyo Bureau Chief for Billboard Magazine, Krentzel spent more than two decades living and working internationally, including five years in Japan, and has reported on music, art, culture, food, travel, and the people and places that shape them. Today, she works selectively with authors, leaders, and other high-level professionals on books and narrative projects, bringing editorial rigor, lived global perspective, and a deep understanding of story architecture to work intended for serious publication and potential adaptation across film, television, and other media. She is also the founder of the Human Atlas Institute, an emerging cultural initiative built around conversation across difference and the exploration of geography, identity, culture, history, and beauty as forces that shape human experience. Krentzel's home base is in Austin, Texas, with one foot in France, and continues to write, travel, research, and develop new books and cultural projects. Find her at https://elisekrentzel.com, LinkedIn at www.linkedin.com/in/elisekrentzel. Facebook www.facebook.com/OfficiallyElise Instagram www.instagram.com/elisekrentzel.